SMOKING AND DRINKING TO MUCH
ABOUT TO MAKE THE WRONG CHOICES
I THINK I'M GOING T LOSE IT
VERSE 1
I'M STANDING LOOKING HERE OVER THE EDGE OF THE ROOF
I HEAR A VOICE SAYING JUMP FROM THIS MENTAL ABUSE
FEELS LIKE I'M OUTER SPACE WHEN I'M HIGH ON DRUGS
MY GIRLFRIEND BE COMPLAINING SHE DON'T SEE ME ENOUGH
NOW EVERY TIME I PAY A BILL
I PAY ANOTHER AGAIN
L AFTER L
MY HENNEY SHOTS SWALLOWED WITH GIN
MY MOM SCREAMS I'M NOT A MAN TILL I GET MY OWN PLACE
I MIGHT PASS OUT IF MY GIRLS PERIODS LATE
IS THIS MY FATE
IS THIS MY LAST DAY ON EARTH
MY MANAGER'S ALWAYS YELLING CAUSE I'M LATE FOR WORK
AND ALL THESE PROBLEMS THAT I SEE
I FIGHT WITH IN MY DREAMS
IN FRONT OF FANCY HOTELS HOMELESS SLEEP IN THE STREETS
CHORUS (2X)
IT'S MY BILLS, MY GIRL, MY JOB MY MOMS
THE PROBLEMS THAT I CAN'T SOLVE CAUSE LIFE IS HARD
FEELS LIKE I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME
FALLING BEHIND
I'M LOSING MY MIND
I'M LOSING MY MIND
VERSE 2
I'M SO NUMB IT'S LIKE MY FACE IS IN A MOUNTAIN OF COKE
EVERYTIME I GET A CHECK,
IT'S A LOT OF PEOPLE I OWE
TIRED OF FRIENDS ASKING
WHY I DIDN'T MAKE THE BAND
I WAS AHEAD OF MY TIME
MAYBE I WAS ADVANCED
NOW IT'S BACK TO THESE STREETS
BACK TO RISKING MY LIFE
CAUSE THE FAME DON'T PAY FOR FOOD WATER AND LIGHTS
THE WHOLE BUILDING KNOWS THE LANDLORD IS KICKING ME OUT
I NEED DOUGH BUT I DON'T WANT TO GO THE STICK UP ROUTE
CHORUS (2X)
IT'S MY BILLS, MY GIRL, MY JOB MY MOMS
THE PROBLEMS THAT I CAN'T SOLVE CAUSE LIFE IS HARD
FEELS LIKE I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME
FALLING BEHIND
I'M LOSING MY MIND
I'M LOSING MY MIND
BRIDGE (2X)
ALL THIS COMPLAINING FROM THESE BROADS GOT ME LOSING MY MIND
ALL THIS BITCHING FROM MY MOMS GOT ME LOSING MY MIND
THIS PINK SLIP FROM MY JOB GOT ME LOSING MY MIND
IT'S UP FOR YOU TO DECIDE
IT'S GOT ME LOSING MY MIND
VERSE 3
IN THE COLD HUSTLING
THE MORE PROBLEMS I GET ME AND MY GIRL JUST ARGUED
AND IT'S MAKING ME SICK
AT THE PAWN I HAD TO SELL ALL THAT I OWN
I'M GOING CRAZY
AND I THINK I'M ABOUT TO LOSE CONTROL
CHORUS (2X)
IT'S MY BILLS, MY GIRL, MY JOB MY MOMS
THE PROBLEMS THAT I CAN'T SOLVE CAUSE LIFE IS HARD
FEELS LIKE I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME
FALLING BEHIND
I'M LOSING MY MIND
I'M LOSING MY MIND
credits
from The J.U.S. Evolution - "R U Evolutionized?",
track released April 16, 2008
Written By: Allah “J.U.S.” Ricks (Lyrics)
Producer: Allah "J.U.S." Ricks
Music: The J.U.S. Evolution
Vocals: Allah "J.U.S." Ricks (Lead/Backgrounds)
Walter "Lucky" Simons (Background)
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